the girl who was brainwashed (by the world), tried too hard (to live up to it), broke (-shatter, shatter-, and is being slowly healed (by His hand).

all in his time (:


in:faith, self-denial, growth
out: self-gratification, idolatry


what i would like:
days/months/years/etc. to immerse myself in the Lord (this i would love)
a life application, or study bible that is NASB (: (and has space for me to write all over it) <3
spurgeon's, tozer's, ravenhill's and paul washer's books. (:
edward's sermons (:
to go to cambridge, harvard, vanderbilt's or princeton (:
more God, more God. <3 :D

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Sunday, March 22, 2009 { 10:44 AM }
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As an undeserving human, I definitely have my weak points.
Let's see,
1. I have extremely high expectations of myself, which then probably gives allusion to my pride. Yes, I believe myself better, I shall admit.
2. Hmm let's just say, I'm so direct and impulsive, my emotions sometimes drive my actions, I tend to do or say things without thinking first.
3. Ahh now this one, big problem, I prioritize such that it is even above school work. It's probably my greatest weakness, but I shan't expose it online.
4. I worry. Too much.
5. My sleep cycle is so screwed.
6. I'm having a very hard time dealing with others' judgements of me. - I'm limited.

Now you wonder, why the heck is she telling the world this?
1. I need prayer support - these three are hindering me very much. Especially the third.
2. I'm only human, I don't believe there's such a thing as a better Christian, and I'd really like it for someone to point out obstacles in my faith in a nice, direct way. And not out of spite like, "oh she's so holy. How can she do this sorta thing." -> holy? Me? Siao. All I am is saved. A saved sinner, trying hard to fall deeper in love with He who saved me.
3. I feel like I'm falling backwards. As in I want to go closer, but I'm slowly getting further, and I hate that.
4. To me, if Christ is back in place in my life, everything else will be pieced together by Him.
5. I need help in following up for this morning's service.

So please pray for me,
pray that whatever limits on my faith will be broken and taken away. Pray that my biggest weakness will be diminished an even vanquished by an overwhelming love for God and a filling of His Spirit. Pray that He will fill my life again and become my first priority. My only raison d'être. Please? (:


Ohoh, and my wall is open to any prayer requests, you can make it anonymous, or even msn me, fb msg me, sms me, anything(: I'm open to listen anytime, 24/7

Gosh I sound like I'm advertising for some shop or service or something! Hahah.

There's freedom in the name of Jesus,
Freedom from all shame
Freedom from all pain
Freedom from all sin
Freedom in the name of Jesus

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You alone are great in power
You alone are my strong tower
And I will lift my heart and soul to worship You alone.

And I will follow after You
For You are my desire, oh Jesus
My heart belongs to You