what i would like:
days/months/years/etc. to immerse myself in the Lord (this i would love)
a life application, or study bible that is NASB (: (and has space for me to write all over it) <3
spurgeon's, tozer's, ravenhill's and paul washer's books. (:
edward's sermons (:
to go to cambridge, harvard, vanderbilt's or princeton (:
more God, more God. <3 :D
favourite time of day: night/dawn
drink: hahah hmmm... 0:D
dish: beef :D but not too much hahah or cous cous (: sushi is nice. still a lot a lot of food that i love!
emotion: love.
music: debussy, satie, fall out boy, hillsong, lifehouse, secondhand serenade the list continues (:
reading: hahah my Bible? :D
random: WHEE :D
i have come to the conclusion that i am or have been jaded. with the help of some discernment from a fellow bukit timah-er :D hahah . yes. i am not tired physically. mentally.
what lex said was right. i think too much. hahah! very bad tendency i have cultivated in myself.
as with the world, i depend on myself. it's called "self-sufficiency". in the eyes of the world it is not simply just and right, but something to be of honour.
but, depend on your own strength and you screw over. i have to look up. stop thinking. stop tiring myself out mentally. depend.