the girl who was brainwashed (by the world), tried too hard (to live up to it), broke (-shatter, shatter-, and is being slowly healed (by His hand).

all in his time (:


in:faith, self-denial, growth
out: self-gratification, idolatry


what i would like:
days/months/years/etc. to immerse myself in the Lord (this i would love)
a life application, or study bible that is NASB (: (and has space for me to write all over it) <3
spurgeon's, tozer's, ravenhill's and paul washer's books. (:
edward's sermons (:
to go to cambridge, harvard, vanderbilt's or princeton (:
more God, more God. <3 :D

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drink: hahah hmmm... 0:D
dish: beef :D but not too much hahah or cous cous (: sushi is nice. still a lot a lot of food that i love!
emotion: love.
music: debussy, satie, fall out boy, hillsong, lifehouse, secondhand serenade the list continues (:
reading: hahah my Bible? :D
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009 { 6:40 AM }
What in the world does God want me to do?

"What has God destined for me on earth? What is His purpose for my life? What does Jesus want me to do for Him?"

To the above questions, my only answer is this - God wants me to love Him with all my hear, all my soul, and all my strength. To put His will above any of mine, that my heart's only desire will be to glorify His Name.

To reduce myself to a merely conscious human being surrendered to the command of God may seem extremely unwise to the eyes of the world, but in His Spirit, and to my saved soul, there can be nothing greater, higher, or edifying than, and no power and love above that which is His.

What joy fills my heart as i contemplate all that precede and ensue from the constant act of this surrender.

What must precede and remain consistent is a continually deepened love for and relationship with Him, until a point where nothing can ever take His place is my life, that which is none but first. This process will require almost eternity to develop and would be impossible without His Spirit and Almighty Presence.

He found me and formed me, and knew everything about me before I did Him, and this knowledge, combined with His indescribable power override and overshadow all that is known and can be the only thing that will fill the vacuum abyss in my heart.

And by His Spirit and the Name of Jesus, all shall fall into place when i focus only on Him. Loving Him, and showing my love for Him to Him, not the world, for His thoughts are all that matter, regardless of what happens to me.


He will provide.

Labels: amazing grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me