the girl who was brainwashed (by the world), tried too hard (to live up to it), broke (-shatter, shatter-, and is being slowly healed (by His hand).

all in his time (:


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out: self-gratification, idolatry


what i would like:
days/months/years/etc. to immerse myself in the Lord (this i would love)
a life application, or study bible that is NASB (: (and has space for me to write all over it) <3
spurgeon's, tozer's, ravenhill's and paul washer's books. (:
edward's sermons (:
to go to cambridge, harvard, vanderbilt's or princeton (:
more God, more God. <3 :D

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Sunday, January 10, 2010 { 2:46 PM }
jours au soleil;

Yesterday was quite a good worship, pretty amazing. yup(: you know I always love Holy Communion. (:
It just reminded me, you know, of everything Christianity is about. How can anyone be left sober after being reminded of what exactly it was about?

When I think of how my God sent a man filled with His Spirit completely and in all fibre, the only one who was right with Him, to be declared guilty for every wrong thing every single person on earth did and take the punishment for it, not only by human hands but in his spirit and soul by God. I think of how He suffered every curse meant for me, went through all the pain that I will never be able to comprehend, just so God would be able to make me clean, make me new and give me His Spirit, I know there's mo turning back.

The Gospel alone is enough to convert anyone. When I questioned myself, "how real is this to you!" thinking of the answer, if God is, this must be. It must. And I tried to grasp such a reality. I guess God in His grace let me understand.

I guess Jesus was declared a lunatic for me to be labelled sane when there are so many questionably insane things the world does. But you know why He was thrown out, I suppose He was above the world (I.e. Greater than the world) so they threw Him out coz He was sinless.

It really brought me to tears okay. When they say the body of Christ broken for you it is a literal presentation I guess. Except that not one bone in His body was broken..

If you really listen and you really think, Holy Communion would be enough reasonfor you to go on, go through whatever crap you're going. And know that at the end it'll be alright and know that you're not as worse off as someone else once was. Someone even God casted out of His sight because he was sin. And you know that God's divine will is there. That just as He was raises victoriously from the dead, you have a new nature, a propensity not to sin, an someday you will be liberated from temptation completely, when the Perfect comes and you may have whole communion with Him.

I was saved by the Blood of Jesus Christ.
He died for me.